Thursday, July 16, 2009
praying for excitement
i clicked on every page that i could. looking at familiar faces and what their life had been.every pictures and every words they gave seems so real.eventhough there's sadness,anger and also hatred.but they seem so alive.people had moved on.but why do i feel the same.the same-old-same-old adeeb.
the sands in my clock of life had stopped falling.there is nothing new.nothing interesting.as if my destiny is to live the same story again and again.i've lost my passion,i've lost my target.i had lost my excitement.i laughed,oh yes i laughed.to every jokes to every hilarious thing that happened to me.but everything seem so unreal.even my smile.even my feelings.
staring at the blank page of my blog,i decided to write.write anything that is on my mind.hoping that i could see that my life is more than a blank paper.
the things that is in my mind;-
and then i realised,this is a huge problem.bigger than the world war.how can i resolve this problem?oh god please help me.